Sunday, March 30, 2014

Why I Don't Feel Uncomfortable Cursing

I don't like offending people.
I don't like hurting people's feelings.
Unless I have very little respect for you as a person.
The thing is, most curses don't actually offend people!
The N word, is off limits, because it is a word deeply rooted in hate.
It is a word that was decently recently used to put people down and express hatred towards them.
For this reason I view this word as horrid and will never use it (to the best of my ability).

Most curse words however, I feel are okay to use. They can be used to harm, but don't have that deep of a meeting.

I will NEVER use cursing to insult someone. Not really because I don't want to offend. But I have to much pride to lower myself down to that level. When I am insulting people, I try to be clever, and not resort to filler words. I think people that can only insult with curses are idiots. And I refuse to be one of them.

So all in all, I don't mind cursing as long as I am not offending anyone or hurting their feelings by using them.
Also if you are offended just because I am using a curse word than I honestly don't care and will use them anyone.

Wednesday, March 26, 2014


So....I started Jiu jitsu today. And I want to tell you this super long super awesome story, but sadly I cannot. And here's why.

I woke up today thinking I would be going to my first Jiu Jitsu class from 7-8. So I'm like
 "Okay..I'll just do Hw after Jiu Jitsu"
At around 6:35 my mom walks in "Oh btw, the class is an hour and a half'll be there till 8:30"
UGHHHHHHHHH that cuts into my Hw time.

So it's 7 and I arrive at the dojo or whatever you call it for Jiu Jitsu, as I said... it was my first class.

THERE GOES HW TIME. After I shower and eat and stuff it's gon be late.

So I go to class. And not only are these guys like...professionals that have been doing it for years. They are all High school grads. So like....yay....

So I was essentially a rag doll being tossed around and choked for an hour and a half.

That being said i loved the class and intend to attend regularly (that sounded cool.)

And it is now 10 o'clock and I finally get to start Hw. Starting with this faaaabuuuulous blog.
Only one more blog to go!

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Serious Blogging

I realized that I have been blogging about nothing but serious stuff. This is like.... weird. I am no where near a serious person.

I for some reason just can't think of things to blog, and when I get to a serious topic, my mind just kind of flows. I am able to get into the zone. Ugh...WWHAT DO I BLOG ABOUT. IDKDIDIDIDDKDIKDIDK,

This is so frustrating. I want to write a non-serious blog and switch it up.


I love Irish accents. No matter what they say they sound peppy are cheerful.

Spanish accents are really cool, it causes them to talk fast and pronounce words in a way that makes whatever they're saying sound interesting.

Chinese accents are same as the spanish (they sound different but have the same perks).

I think the main reason that I love accents are because they take something that I know so well and present it in a way that is correct, but different. And I find that fascinating.
And this took a turn for the serious

Monday, March 24, 2014


So I'll be the first to jump up and say I hate my family. They are annoying. They go out of their way to bother me. they constantly call me out. They are just frustrating.

But when it comes down to it. My family is my family. And I love them.

If I am ever down, I know that all of them will be there. And that they will always care, and give me the best advice. They are my family. And nothing comes between family.

Also, it always bothers me when they judge me, or stuff like that. "Sit up straight". "Don't wear that". "Don't talk from your throat". "Don't hold your fork like that". etc.
And it always annoys the crap out of me. But I know that they are just trying to make me a better person so that I can have a better life.

Everything my family ever does is to help me.. and I kind of choke up thinking about how awesome it is that I have this group of amazing people at my back. Always trying to make my life better. Even if they annoy the shit outta me.

Sunday, March 23, 2014

Blogging Whilst Troubled

Normally I'm in a good mood when I blog. Lemme rephrase that. Normally I'm in a good mood. But today I'm just....not.

I had a super eventful weekend. And it wasn't like....good eventful. It was all very stressful and saddening. It is also nothing I plan to post on the internet. Or just talk to people about in general. But at the same time, it is all I can think about. I can't really just stray from this for 10 minutes or so to write a blog post about something cool and exciting.

So I am facing a problem. I don't want to talk about my problems. But at the same time... I can only think of my problems. UGH BLOGGING. So I'm only going to semi-bitch about my life. Instead of crying about my troubles. I'm going to talk about how annoying it is blogging whilst troubled.

Did I mention that it sucked? I also have to finish my R+J essay. Which I am going to do after this blog. "Blah blah. You procrastinated." whatever, I had stuff to do.


And on that note, I must be going. Ta-ta

Saturday, March 22, 2014

What One Of My Closest Friends Taught Me

One of my closest friends was always happy. Like, nothing that ever happened bothered him. He was always okay. And after knowing him for a long time. He looked at the funny side of everything. 

He laughed at everything. Like. Everything. He failed a test..laughed at it. His Phone broke...Laughed. He burnt his dinner...Laughed. HE ALWAYS FOUND A WAY TO LAUGH AT....EVERYTHING. And I kind of envied him. He was always happy...somehow.

And although I can't say I am anywhere near as good as he is at it. In fact, sometimes I struggle to do it. But some of it did rub off on me. And thanks to him, I have achieved a whole new outlook on life. And I try to use it as much as possible. The funny thing about it is. The bad part about it... is that you cannot take anything seriously. The good part don't take anything seriously.

When someone is different, don't think they're weird. Get to know them. You'll never know what you may learn

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Oh Yeah....My House is Haunted

So... Over my many years living in my house (14) I, and others have noticed some strange things. Things that well... I would consider count as hauntings. Heres a list :D.

My Family refuses to sleep in my room. 
But why? Well. According to My Brother, My Mother, My Cousin, My Aunt, and My Sister, all of which have slept in my room. "The Loud Noises are unbearable". And no, I'm not talking ghostly moans or anything. I'm talking slamming on the walls, footsteps, scratching of the walls, and my door that sounds like it opens and closes when it isn't opening and closing. I have walked upstairs to find that the relative that slept in my room, is sleeping outside my room on the floor in the hallway too many times now. And when I asked what on earth they were doing.. "The noises kept waking me up".

My Dog Barking in The Middle of the Night.
So, on like 10 occasions, my dog has done this creepy thing. It's only happened once to me, but apparently it has happened to my THE TIME. Every once in a while, my dog will wake up, and start barking at the door. And I don't mean like "yip yip" I mean like "IF YOU WALK NEAR ME I WILL BITE YOU A PLACE WHERE YOU DON'T WANNA BE BIT". Then she starts to cower, and runs away from the door, and starts to whine and wimper, and hides. And after a couple minutes, she starts to bark again. Then turns to normal. Also, she refuses to go past the doorway. If you try to she starts FLIPPING OUT, and squirming, and barking, and she bit my brother.

Wait...No ones there....
So there are two different types of this one...Sooo. YAY SUBSECTIONS.
So I am home alone often, which I LOVE. But very often I hear the front door open, and hear people that I don't know come in, and start talking and walking around. I can never make out what they're saying. And I assume they are just some of my brothers dumbass friends that lurk around the house ALL THE TIME. (But that's a different story). But when I go upstairs, no one is there, the door was never open, it's still locked. No one was EVER there.
Two: THE SHOWER. So, there is a shower in my mom's room, that will at random points. Just turn on. OR SO IT SEEMS. As I walk to go upstairs, the noise will stop. AND THE SHOWER. IS BONE.F&$%ING DRY. IT'S SO FRUSTRATING.

My Friend Leaving My House
So around 3rd grade, one of my friends was sleeping over. And he woke up at like 3 in the morning. And insisted on being brought home by his parents. I asked him like, 3 years later. And he says "Idk was stupid. I thought I saw a ghost or something" BOOM. GHOST.

The Tv That Terrifies Me
So, this doesn't happen as much as it used to. But My Tv's used to FREAK OUT. So, I would be sitting there, watching TV. Minding my own business. WHEN ALL OF A SUDDEN. The image would turn warped and twisted. And the Volume would shut off. Then it would turn staticky. And the screen would turn into that black and white horror movie screen. AND IF I TURNED THE TV OFF. I KID YOU NOT. IT WOULD TURN ITSELF BACK ON. So I would like, turn it off right, and read or something. AND ALL OF A SUDDEN.. beeeeep....PPSSSSHHHHHHHFFFFFFSSSSSSHHHHH. I LOOK UP AND SEE THE STATIC SCREEN SPAZZING OUT. And I would stand up to turn it off, and it would turn off by itself. And this cycle would keep going. FOR LIKE. AN HOUR. Before the TV came back up.

SO. That's the gist of it. My house is haunted. And I'm kind of used to these things.So they don't scare me much anymore. But...Yeah...Haunted House...TILL NEXT TIME